Before he left, Brandon said one
last time, “Please give it to me now. I swear I’ll pay you on Friday.”
Derek turned to open the door of
his limo, and then looked back at Brandon standing with his dirty Converse
hanging off the edge of the curb. Even the faded yellow reflective paint
contrasted with Brandon’s appearance. His skin looked gray, and he was filthy. Derek
could smell him from five feet away. “I’m sorry buddy, I can’t extend you anymore.
I have people to answer to ya know? You owe too much. Besides, look at
yourself. You've got a get clean.”
Derek climbed into the big car. He
was actually a little embarrassed by its size and flashy appearance in his rural
hometown. There was no one here to impress. When Derek looked back at Brandon,
he had moved into the alley. His skinny frame was leaning hunched over against
the red brick building that used to be the bowling alley. The windows that
weren't boarded up were broken out. Derek’s heart fell as he watched Brandon
pull the collar of his grease-stained Carhart up around his neck. He was
surrounded by the shadows that appeared to consume him. The longer Derek
stared, the harder it became to make out the form of his old friend. Finally,
when he wasn't even sure Brandon was still standing there he told Eddie, his
driver, to just go.
As they headed for the highway,
Derek watched the familiar broken down old houses pass by. Most of them needed,
at a minimum, new paint but some would be better off if they were just plowed
over—foundations were crumbling and walls were sagging. This place was a hell
hole; he had never thought that when he was growing up here.
The old brick plant was the last
thing he saw before Eddie pulled onto the highway heading north. It had once
employed nearly every man in town. Now it was closed for ever. The smoke stack that
had always been the unwavering symbol of the humble community was now a pile of
broken bricks like the broken dreams that came down with it. Most of the east
side of the massive factory building was bulldozed in. Even the contractor that
came to clean up the place had given up on it.
Derek turned his thoughts back to
his friend and tried to remember him in better times. Like the town around him,
the poor bastard was falling apart. Derek leaned back in the soft leather
seats of the big Lincoln and shook his head. He hated thinking of the part he
might have played in Brandon’s down fall. Derek untied his Italian leather
loafers and kicked them off. It was sad, but he had to get it out of his head. He
needed to get some sleep. It would be morning when they entered Chicago, and he
would be expected to get to work as soon as he arrived. So for now, he had to rest. He leaned his
head back and stared at the last of the street lights as Eddie sped down the
state highway toward Interstate 55.
Derek felt himself drifting off
thinking of his high school football days with Brandon. On the lush green grass
of that field, they were heroes. Friday nights when the stands were filled with
family members and community supporters, the cheers were loud and they played
hard. Brandon was an extremely talented quarterback; he had the arm of a pro.
All Derek had to do was get to the right spot on the field, and Brandon would
get the ball to him. They won all but one game their senior year. Derek racked
his brain trying to remember when he and Brandon had switched roles. He used to
follow Brandon’s every move trying so hard to be as good as his friend. Maybe
it was after losing that game. Brandon had disappointed a lot of people that
night, and even Derek had accused him of throwing the game. He wondered now if
Brandon had already started down the wrong path back then.
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