Chapter 4
Ashley watched Sheri
every step of the way until she walked out of the Flying Star. Sheri had looked
so sexy dancing around in her black lacy bra and panties. Ashley flushed at the
thought.
She was instantly
transported back to reality when the waiter brought the bill to the table.
Ashley needed to go home, but she dreaded it, so she sat looking out the window
watching students rush back and forth. Finally, she opened her wallet and
stared at the few remaining bills from her last paycheck. Her dad was going to
kill her when he found out she lost her job. He should be proud though, she was
following in his footsteps. Ashley had worked in the childcare center at Design
Fitness since she was sixteen, almost three years now, but when she went in
drunk on Sunday morning, they fired her on the spot. The funniest part about it
was she had worked more days drunk in the last three months than she had sober.
She was just a little over the top on Sunday, and she finally got caught.
Ashley thought it was ridiculous though. She was responsible for the three and
four year olds, and she could play blocks just as well drunk as she could
sober.
Her skinny little waiter
came over to the table. “Was there anything else I could get for you?”
“No.” Ashley wasn’t rude
this time just focused on something else. The kid nodded and walked away. It
wasn’t crowded anymore, so it wasn’t like he needed her table, but she had to
go. She threw two twenties on the table and spoke out loud to herself, “Fuck.”
It was almost time for
her Introduction to Literature course, but instead of walking to campus, she
walked a half a block down Central Avenue and sat at the bus stop. She hadn’t
been to Lit class since the second week of school. In fact, she hadn’t been to
any class except chemistry for weeks. She kept going to chemistry because
that’s where she met Jacob. Ashley was only keeping up the pretense of school
now, and she knew she couldn’t pull it off much longer. If she was going to get
that key and get the money she’d have to do it soon. Besides in another few
weeks it would be too cold to camp in the Jemez Mountains. It would be pretty
cold at night already, but if she didn’t get her hands on some money soon it
might be too late.
Ashley jumped on the
sixty-six bus and head west across town and then walked the eight blocks to the
house her parents now rented in the South Valley. She didn’t call it home; it
was the place they found on short notice after her dad pissed away nearly
fifteen years of government service when he showed up to work drunk one too
many times. He would probably yell at her for losing her job, but she would
throw it right back in his face when he did. Besides what was her
nine-dollar-an-hour job really going to do to help them out anyway?
“Mom, I’m home,” Ashley
called as she walked through the house to her mom’s bedroom. It smelled of old
plaster and the floor in the front room was so warped that Ashley nearly
tripped every time she walked across it. “Fuck,” she mumbled under her breathe.
She hated this disgusting little house. Even months of remodeling wouldn’t help
it. Ashley visualized a wrecking ball going through the front door. That was
the only real solution for the rat hole.
“Hi honey,” Catherine
pulled her dark wavy hair back in an attempt to get herself together.
“How are you feeling,
mom?”
“Oh, I’m fine, honey.”
Catherine patted the side of her bed so Ashley would sit next to her. She
looked pretty good today. Some days were definitely better than others. Just a
few months after her dad lost his job, Catherine had been diagnosed with Lyme
disease. For years she had struggled with memory loss, muscle coordination and
a variety of other symptoms that caused her to first be misdiagnosed with
multiple sclerosis. After the doctors confirmed that it wasn’t MS no one would
believe anything she said. They told her it was all psychosomatic—all in her
head—even though it was obvious she had lost twenty pounds and often didn’t
have the strength to stand without assistance. Even Ashley’s dad, Nathan, had
accused her of making it up. Ashley met a girl while she was working at Defined
Fitness who told her about her symptoms and the effect of Lyme. Ashley took her
mom to a specialist the next week, and they finally got an accurate diagnosis.
That was the good news, but the bad news was the cost of the treatment. With no
insurance now, they could barely afford an aspirin let alone two hundred
dollars a week to pay for the antibiotics she needed.